(Verse one) Biting my clothes to keep from screaming Taking pills to keep from dreaming I wanna break something important I wanna kick my dad in the shins
I was referring to the present in past tense It was the only way that I could survive it I want to close my head in the car door I want to sing this song like I'm dying
Heavy boots on my throat, I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks, I need I need something soon I need something soon All of my fingers are froze, I need I need something soon I need something soon Only one change of clothes, I need I need something soon I need something soon My head is, my head is, my head is
Stay inside all this winter Filling out forms from a busted printer I want to talk like Raymond Carver (An advertisement cries out) I want to turn down the goddamn TV ("He should have gone to Jared's")
Binging on the latest sitcom Feeling guilty every second it's on I want to put my foot through a window (I document my mind loss) I want to romanticize my headfuck
Heavy boots on my throat, I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks, I need I need something soon I need something soon All of my fingers are froze, I need I need something soon I need something soon Only one change of clothes, I need I need something soon I need something soon My head is, my head is, my head is My head is, my head is, my head is